in other words, i'm doing absolutely great.
and for those of you who are wondering about the smoking thing, that did not end up working out. i wasn't really into it at the time, as you can probably tell. but suddenly i have no more want for cigarrettes, actually, though i have not and probably will not stop smoking flavored camels as they make me happy and i like to keep the tins. and a clove every once in a while is a good thing, too. but i didn't mean to actually tell anyone this time, as i usually do better at things when i don't mention them to others. however, after looking at my last entry . . . i felt the need to show that i am, in fact, sane. really.
addition: March 24: another thing i would like to point out is that there is definitely a difference between "trying to quit smoking" and "suddenly deciding that i don't want to smoke anymore." the difference is that the former does not work and the latter is a decision pretty much set in stone. :P