vencora (vencora) wrote,

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wow, my last entry really annoys me

but i won't delete it because krista left me a comment. *sighs* anyway, yeah, for those of you who don't know. i don't really treat this as my real blog anymore and i only update here when i'm feeling particularly whiney. omg. wow. i can't believe i wrote that last entry. it makes no sense to me at this point.

in other words, i'm doing absolutely great.

and for those of you who are wondering about the smoking thing, that did not end up working out. i wasn't really into it at the time, as you can probably tell. but suddenly i have no more want for cigarrettes, actually, though i have not and probably will not stop smoking flavored camels as they make me happy and i like to keep the tins. and a clove every once in a while is a good thing, too. but i didn't mean to actually tell anyone this time, as i usually do better at things when i don't mention them to others. however, after looking at my last entry . . . i felt the need to show that i am, in fact, sane. really.

addition: March 24: another thing i would like to point out is that there is definitely a difference between "trying to quit smoking" and "suddenly deciding that i don't want to smoke anymore." the difference is that the former does not work and the latter is a decision pretty much set in stone. :P
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