why could i never draw the attention of someone like you?
thinking about it makes me want to have a cigarrette
but smoking is probably the reason
it's hard, getting by from day to day
(for those of you who don't know, i have vowed not to buy any more packs of cigarrettes. yesterday i went 18 hours before having one, and only three of those hours were spent sleeping. and if today i don't have one, at 10:30 i will have gone a full day.)
my emo statement of the day: it's great to feel like i'm doing something good for myself . . . too bad there's no real motivation in this world.
*impales self on sharp stick*