thursday. feb. 16. 2006. today i became very angry with my horoscope. skipping work. wearing sunglasses in the house. smoking a cigarette. decided that it's never to early to start drinking.
this is not where i want to be. of course. but where i want to be i don't even know. i just wish it were summer already so i could start saving up money to move away to a city where there are real jobs in the winter, and then i can work on my plans for getting into grad school in 2007.
i hope i don't become an alcoholic by then. i'm sure i won't. this is just another of my weird little emo phases. i like picking random things and pretending they make all the world make sense.